Angry Time ..

I always never get thing or something that i really want to. Like this time, i want to go to a doctor. And for that i have already made ​​an appointment with my mother in order to my mother can usher me to go there. Suddenly, my mother can't usher me. Then, you know what's the reason? It's just 'bout my mother just want to usher my sista to go to doctor. Hey! It's not fair. She and I are want to go to a doctor, but why my mother just want to usher her? For now, i really really angry with my mom. Not because she doesn't want to usher me, but because she always do like this if my sista and i have same desire. So now i promise, even though i have a severe disease i won't ever share to my mother. Same as a lie if i do that, because I'm still not brought to the doctor or hospital at all.